Thursday, April 30, 2009,10:10 pm
firstly, can i say.
I DIDNT FREAKING DO ANYTHING.
turn all those pointed fingers away, splash all those tainted thoughts.
what happened to faith, hope, love?
i cant seem to catch a grabhold.
there's so much more life, cant you see beyond this fine grey line?
carolyn's voice going "embrace everyone!" is ringing in my head as i type this.
i think all these politics and stuff are really unnecessary.
haha, okay, something really random first.
i was just walking past my brother watching wrestling.
and some little irish gremlin has a signature move called
the .
the .
the .
TADPOLE SPLASH!
isnt that so cute !?
anyway, today was a short day.
but it seemed to drag on FOREVER.
i waited and waited for that bell to ring because i wanted to go home early today.
well, went to eat at j8 and ended up only leaving around 5.
ohwell, at least it was spent with Cat and gf.
i really neeeded a break from schoool and home.
.
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i'm so happy! because Cat helped me to get a one day job on sunday(:
which will help me for my allowance next weeeeek! :D :D :D
i'm trying to look at my problems from a different perspective.
not just spiral downwards going why why why
but from heaven's eye view
i'm determined to find a way out of this, or at least change how i look at it.
i will not let my problems make me crumble!
besides, i realised the people on fmylife.com have much sadder problems):
so, enough yiwen! (: *slaps
count your blessings!
anyway, just want to say thanks to the people who have been helping me this week.
and just showing me that i'm not alone in this(:
marc, cc. sorry i cant meet you guys this weekend): i really want to!
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